In case this encourages you, here are a few thoughts from one of my moves:
I’m not sure this is normal or not, but this is how it goes:
I wake up in the morning, still half groggy and half asleep, lying in bed, and I think:
There is no way I can do this.
Nope. I can’t do any of it. I don’t want to. I made a mistake.
I get moving, I have a good day, and by the end of the day I’m excited and pumped, dreaming of all the things that we can be and do and explore.
I haven’t decided if I’m going to listen to my morning brain or my evening brain; stay tuned.